spirit

you fly like an eagle
soaring above the clouds
into an unknown sky
to an unknown horizon
where there is nobody
to tie you down
to hold you back
forever restless you want to fly new skies
discover new horizons
never to stop.
is that why
your instincts tell you
to run away
at the thought of another day spend
on feeding,sleeping
reconfirming your place in society.
you run like a cheetah
a crack of lightening
that was there just a moment ago
for the pleasure it gives you
to know
you are the fastest in your jungle
to feel the wind in your mane
everytime
you give the wind a race.
you want to create
you want to love
you want to give,
yourself away
you want to fly like an eagle

life's a roller coaster

no today im not going to write about how my day was or other such related stuff...im going to write sumthing out of this world...something spiritual ...something that cannot be put into a language which this world understands...you know sumthing like rock music ...that makes you get out of your skin ..break your shell ..think out of the box...now the question is what may that something be..
take me to a world
where everybody understands the language of love
where clear,blue sparkling streams flow over rocks as smooth as silk
where off into the distance the sky bows down to the earth
take me to a world
where the only music is that of nightingales singing
where the thick,dark woods give me strength with their silence
where the night sky redundant with stars gives me the courage to dream,
and the lofty mountains lush with hidden wonders, the belief to make them come true.
take me to a world
where i can discover the lost and forgotten me
where once more life flows within me.

oh god ...i absolutely loove rock music....'money, money...mooney.i said hey ...ya hey.....don't stop now...i said hold it......"
by the way i came across this wonderful quote and thought would share it with you
" should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness ,ignorance,smallness or insecurities; remember things could be worse .
you could be one of them!"
till i catch you
be productive

quote for the day

the only goal you can't accomplish is the one that you don't go after

a slice of life

the first thing that comes to my mind is rudyard kipling's IF 'if you can make one heap of all your winnings and risk it all on one turn of pitch and toss and lose but never breathe a word about your loss..."but sorry i have no intentoins to be an ideal woman so im going to bitch about my loss to everyone esp. when sumthing like that happens to a post i spend hours writing,editing,and rewriting........
had early morning physical pharmacy,organic chemistry lectures and organic chemistry practical later in the day,which was quite a joke thanks to my great lab partner mr.AB ..basically you have to identify an unknown organic sample by chemical tests,..anyways so mr.AB snifs the liquid compound and proudly declares it to be an ester,banking on his sniffing powers i decide that lets perform the melting pt. determination,solubility test and primary test of esters the phenolphthalein test..now you cannot bank on this test because it might not give a positive test even if the conpd. is an ester but even after one hour mr.AB was standing over the water bath waiting for the phenolphthalein to change colour... in the end realized that the compound was not an ester in the first place because all the tests came negative but still had no clue about the compd.'s identity or prepared its derivatives because the compd. had finished ....in desperation thought wud actually ask sir also to just sniff the compound and come to an conclusion(lol)..but thankfully found a lifesaver in 'I' who had the same compd. and copied the results from him...
saw veer-zaara today and i like the movie ...the first half is pretty funny thanks to some histronics by the big b and hemaji ,but found the second half definitely better..really liked rani mukherji's charachter who in the face of adversity gets what she wants anyways...though the movie has its share of sadness in scenes where srk spends a big chunk of his life in jails..but think in the end it sends out a very strong message of optimism..
till i catch you
keep that smile

mayos and things alike

today was such a cold day...that by d time i reached college i was shivering and frozen partly thx to my "1. its not that cold ...2.i could always manage if im a bit underdressed,but if i load myself with too many sweaters id look like a fool carrying them around when the sun comes out...3.i don't feel like wearing sneakers,sandals are so much more feminine"..etc,etc. stupid philosophies that vanished like a spoof in the same cold air which hit me in my face as i stepped out..
also partly thx to the awful three wheelers you get (that seat six to seven people...)which have absolutely no means of blocking all the cold air rushing in and all one can do is sit as close as possible to the person next to you or pray when this freezing nightmare would come to an end..
anyways had almost all d classes in college today ,pharmacology (UB and her grt sense of humor ...that only she finds funny,while the rest of the class sits terrified..); pharmacognosy
( "little old man" ..saw him first time in a suit and my oh my was he looking cute:));inorganic chemistry(MR.S.. might look like a mouse but packs a punch in all his lectures);physical pharmacy(RJ ..the less said the better,..coz he has an obvious crush on me..:))
till i catch you next
life's like that

04

had an absolute blast today in college...precisely because out of some six seven lectures had only two, and thanks to some seminar in convention centre the practical was a mass bunk too!..oh god i absolutely loove my class ..because they put up with my idiosyncracies n love me( i think..:)) no matter how mad i may be ,...the proof of this matter of fact being that i was originally sitting in 2nd row and when suddenly i didn't feel like sitting there anymore and realized i had absolutely had to shift to the third row or else i wud die(lol), so though the class was midway in progress and though the third row was bursting with kids.....i forced myself on poor A and asked him to shift ,but mr. smartypants A got up and asked me to move in ..so now i was sandwiched between six guys and i felt that i wud die of suffocation if someone didn't move up front and gave me some space to breathe...with the result that poor A because he was sitting at the corner had to move in the second row....ha ha ha ! oh god..im so crazy!
played dumbsharades and ( a very kiddish ,old n forgotten game but fun nevertheless) hollywood - bollywood during lunch....had almost reached to the point of pulling my hair apart or dying from laughter(whichever is better...) when despite all my efforts to enact first an anarkali ,then salim and finally in desperation emperor "akbar" (!!) still cudn't get them to guess "mughal-e-azam"!...
went shopping in south extn. today, and miraculously for a change got everything i thought im better off dreaming about,coz being a pretty fussy shopper my heart takes ages to develop a liking to sumthing (...or even sumone:)),bought some chic,trendy,fitting pullovers in move ,pink..n levis of course....the salesman at the "old street " store was oh so damn cute,...could have flirted with him for the rest of my life,...but then i think he read my mind coz started acting a little bit pricey..hmph!rounded off the evening with a litchi smoothie in "barista"!
so till i catch ya next
life rocks:))

03

today was just another day,translated boring ,normal , routine..i hate cold..it numbs your senses , which feels good at first to be honest coz you suddenly don't find urself flying off handle for every little thing which happens to you ,but ..slowly you feel like a blockhead,..you are not able to laugh, cry,feel ,emote taste ..the entire world seems to be coloured in a shade of grey ...and you wish either you were seriously ill with pneumonia,measles or whatever ...or not ill at all..you feel as though you are somehow groping through life with blocked everything from nose onwards till forehead...and even when you do pop a pill, it doesn't entirely solve the problem coz you still feel as if you just got up from a deep slumber..whew!
didn't go to college today,well you know why,..but then by lunch time got fed up of putting up in home, so decided to attend the practical,..but then when i finished getting ready realized that the practical would have started some half hour before so went to the library instead..studied for an hour and came back home.im dying to meet my classmates(no matter how intolerable they may be...)after an unusually long period of holidays so cold or cough don't intend to bunk tomorow's lectures...
till i see ya next
keep the fire alive

caramel custard

i tried out a new recipe i'd seen on tv..which turned out to be a complete disaster! ...actually when i saw it on the cookery show it looked delicious..what with a handsome guy in a proper chef's uniform making it in a sparkling ,v.modern five star kitchen,with the hosts ooh aahing about how yumm it was, ..but when i tried out practically it tasted completely of eggs..(and i hate eggs!..),and the caramel layer at the bottom turned watery on emptying the mould so that the whole dessert swam in caramel...but still the caramel syrup (and the fruits:banana,apple on top) was probably the best part of the entire dessert!!
so till i see ya next
keep experimenting

hi fellas

just wanted to say hi to all the oldies and freshers reading my stuff....hang in there !still lots to come.