welcome2 my mess

just out of her teens,restless,careless,dreamy,disorganised,intelligent, rock fan,possessive,lovable,second year pharmacy,delhi,india..eccentric..hysteric..rebel without a cause

Monday, January 31, 2005

my best friends wedding

had been looking forward to this wedding for the past week or so and well even planned to diet ,exercise a week before it( which unfortunately didn't go quite according to the plan..:))anyways all said and done got ready for the big nite face scrub ,hair wash at the last minute blow dry had planned on an absolutely stunning make up but couldn't find any liquid eyeliner ..hmm so did the bestest of what i could absolutely loved the strawberry tasting pink lip gloss but think ate most of it by the time we reached the venue ,..so basically i was this chirpy bubbly full of life grl ready to have a blast but honestly speaking the wedding turned out to be such a sop i mean even my partiese much more happening than that ..hmm the crowd was quite simple actually so had the most rocking time splurging on food (it is not quite as bad as it sounds ..:)) i actually enjoyed myself on banana ice cream,n moong dal halwa..well sort of..had been looking forward to seeing my ex bigtime crush but i guess in my ms. hard to get lady marmalade act i got a bit too intense and frightened him away..oh well and when i finally did get to talk with him towards the end of the day i had no mood or energy to apply my brains for a decent conversation..i guess thats life:)

Saturday, January 29, 2005

staying alive

okay so wats happening in my life..competitiveness ..being efficient, no wasting time ,time management , last night i did a overnight meaning stayed up the entire night completing my lovely microbiology project and still have to absolutely have to finish three more projects by the end of the weekend
hey so wat did i do today and yesterday..okay lets see got home from college at around two in the noon after the micro lab saw the australian open semi final between hewit and roddick and was willing for hewitt to win all the time( i love his cool dude act i mean he's one really hot cool stud if u know what i mean ...he just stays put there ..no showy american tough guy attitude and keeps playing ball hitting good strokes time after time stays cool works mart but has obviously worked on his fitness the past few years ..CMON hewit hey but you know think deciding btw safin and hewit is going to be a tough one coz i wud equally like marat to win ...) then compiled all that material for micro project till five in the morning ,heard wicked hour at one , made instant noodles wen was feeling so damn hungry ,slept for a good six hrs and came to college after lunch which reminds me that honestly one should keep a fast for a day every weeek irrespective of ur gender ..coz it just feels so good for a change wen ur stomach is flat wen ur just doing ur work like an automaton and u just feel good...
till i catch ya next
stay alive

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

ye dil maange more

the only way to do well in studies is to have an insatiable thirst for knowledge ..to not only do what is being done in class but to do a little more ,a little extra ,to walk that extra mile ..to simply stick it outto keep coming back to class day after day after day ..to never be content
till i make more new self and worldy wise discoveries
ciao

Monday, January 17, 2005

online diary vis a vis bridget jones diary

you know maybe like yesterday or day before that i was just sitting in bed under the quilt and there were these absolutely great english nos. some of them going back to my schooldays playing on radio and i cudn't help thinking that nothing beats a normal hard cover bound bridget jones's diary i wanted to record my thoughts so much at that pt. of time but didn't have access to the net
anyways exams just got over yesterday and obviously though im sitting in college right now there are no classes being held
would keep you posted
see ya

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

the art of giving exams

im warming upto it .no please don't get any ideas im talikng about the art of giving exams..two gone seven up ..so u reach college at fifteen minutes to nine half panting half shivering from the frigid cold panting because you are tense,cold and there are a thousand things on your mind and ur running to ur faculty building trying to save time ur scared,terrified you are pacing up and down the parking in front of the administrative block,flipping through the pages,sometimes reading aloud sometimes still for a minute ur brows knit in concentration.. ur twenty minutes late in the exam, snatch the answer sheet and question paper at almost the same time and run through the questions..is it relief or paranoia..u scribble through the first question but realize ur still short on time u almost feel like strangulating the stupid m.pharm student who can't help peering over her shoulder everytime she walks(.. that' dictator 'walk ..)beside you ..u manage to get the fourth question over with amidst all that confusion in the last ten minutes and walk out.. relieved happy u discuss the paper with the first person u see..
u get back home have your lunch no fixed plan ..might go to sleep depending on how much u've slept the night before, study a little but hysteria strikes at the end of the day get a raincheck on the course content and get in the study mode 'flow' nine o'clock after..

the ordeal continues

had my first theory paper today maths and biostats ..had been studying for the past two three days for it ,so went pretty well ..i think ..let's see ..the two questions on chi-square test i tink should be correct,now coming to evaluation of the limits ,think should pass through that as well, completed three of the total four questions within the the first one hour and obviously got laid back in the next one hr. with the result was rushing through my 'first principle differentiation' question panicking in the last ten minutes with two parts halfdone but luckily memory,intelligensia..good sense like a crack of lightening came to my rescue to help me scrape through them..microbio up next
its been ages since i saw such a good sunny delhi winter noon ...so cheers to that
till i catch you next
enjoy the sun