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just out of her teens,restless,careless,dreamy,disorganised,intelligent, rock fan,possessive,lovable,second year pharmacy,delhi,india..eccentric..hysteric..rebel without a cause

Saturday, April 23, 2005

it can not get any better than this

went to see 'hitch' the day before ..oh gawd !one amazing movie it is i mean honestly definitely worth more than a watch ..esp liked the part in the end where they don't give a damn about how they're shaking their b*** ..but they don't make guys like' will smith' anymore (..:))! yes i never thought i could actually have a crush on WILL SMITH ...(i mean will smith..willy smith ..no way!:)..)but you watch the movie and you'll fall in love with the charachters..,very real ,very genuine ..
checked out a new hang out place too last night TC ..actually went to 'saket' first but was denied access to this happening place' B' due to overcrowding ..so then reached TC and good thing too coz they don't even charge you for entry,great music ..numbers that i hadn't heard since ages came on air ( and when the DJ played 'floyd' i knew i had come home..)the best part being nobody gave a damn to what anyone else was upto, basically everybody was having a good time..
so till i catch you next
keep tuning in

Monday, April 18, 2005

pathophysiology

had my pathophysio exam today ..ever since got this crazy real short haircut from Harrry 'the great' (told him i don't want it so short but those devilish razor scissors in his hand and nobody could stop him snippety snap!aargh..felt like giving him a haircut for a change ..)seems people are more keep on lavishing attention on me rather than their exams..not that i mind though
anyways the point is had an absolutely pathetic pathophysio exam today and no its not some internal sessional paper but my final annual university exam
feel like piece of shit
when will i get serious

pathophysiology

had my pathophysio exam today ..ever since got this crazy real short haircut from Harrry 'the great' (told him i don't want it so short but those devilish razor scissors in his hand and nobody could stop him snippety snap!aargh..felt like giving him a haircut for change ..)seems people are more keep on lavishing attention on me rather than their exams..not that i mind though
anyways the point is had an absolutely pathetic pathophysio exam today and no its not some internal sessional paper but my final annual university exam
feel like piece of shit
when will i get serious

pathophysiology

had my pathophysio exam today ..ever since got this crazy real short haircut from Harrry 'the great' (told him i don't want it so short but those devilish razor scissors in his hand and nobody could stop him snippety snap!aargh..felt like giving him a haircut for change ..)seems people are more keep on lavishing attention on me rather than their exams..not that i mind though
anyways the point is had an absolutely pathetic pathophysio exam today and no its not some internal sessional paper but my final annual university exam
feel like piece of shit
when will i get serious

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

imagine

i did a google search with the word "imagine" and guess here's what i found ..


Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...
Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...
Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one
ps:written by 'John Lennon'

Monday, April 04, 2005

on being ME

gimme love gimme baby gimme gimme love ..oh lover boy ever since i saw you hmm hmmm hmm na nana ..gimme love ..absolutely love this number by alexia quite some time since i heard it wonder how it came to me now..
okay so here i was studying like a madcap the night before for the pharmacology exam stayed the entire night up ,well almost considering if you can discount the two hours sleep in between and the periodic lazy moments now and then ,,yes in between bouts of JACKIE mania(..!! now who would think about that old dog but i ..hehehe..GAWD im sorry if you are reading this sir but can't help but laugh at the sorry state of affairs ..ahhh.. there's comedy in irony!)) and school times i pretty much DID study for it..early morning standing on the balcony ,the insecurity getting to me at times,, three hours. two hours.. half an hr left.. no time left to make targets ,,forget about the deadlines ..would just be happy to complete a swift reading before TIME and this time think did pretty well with my revisions and all..but the funny and very irritating thing was that just didn't feel like writing in the exam hall ..i mean how crazy can i get ,, ..considering the way i studied for the goddamn paper ud think id be itching to let it all come out ,but the true blue libran (read moody..unpredictable..lazy..intelligent.actually 'ME 'comes in many 'avatars' ..so hey don't get me started..!;)) that i am, i didn't feel like putting pen to paper ..like really working my answers out into some real marks..so i just wrote enough that i supposed would get me passing marks (.. what was i thinking ..knowledge is power...some drink at the fountain of knowledge while others just gargle..PROFOUND ,,)and now it turns out that obviously on hindsight im not exactly happy with my paper and lets hope to god i don't flunk this one!..
till i catch you next
i need a chill pill