welcome2 my mess

just out of her teens,restless,careless,dreamy,disorganised,intelligent, rock fan,possessive,lovable,second year pharmacy,delhi,india..eccentric..hysteric..rebel without a cause

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

studying is not as bad as it seems

what with my annual practicals going i really don't have much of a choice but then again in all this crap i think that is the only thing that still lends some meaning to things..honestly i wouldn't mind studying all my life at least as much as i can ..organic practical up next and i have to say thats one tough nut to crack but i'm game..!:)
till i catch you next
(holiday,vacation..what's that!?)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

notting hill

make believin' we're together that im sheltered in your heart ...
but in and outside i turn to water ...like a teardrop in your palm...
why is finding true love so hard ..no i mean seriously i am still of the old school of thought ..idealist romantic dreamer but then seriously what is it that im looking for...never made sense to me how people could hook up so easily...i mean i always knew if a guy was not right for me the first time i talked to him..or maybe i don't ..i think i do ,..but still i believe in the pit of your stomach one always knows when someone is made for you and well, when someone is not quite made for you...saw 'notting hill' tonite and its been ages since i met and saw some really genuine guys..no hangups ,no complexes ...and well someone you would love spending your entire day with ..who takes you out for ice cream at night ,cooks lunch for you and generally makes you have a good time ..someone you can just depend on rock solid strong..there for you rain or outpour ..and well someone you can share all your jokes with .,.laugh like you just ate a big fat elephant..and well someone who loves you for you and not how rich you are or how much money you have...do such people still exist ...maybe thats why falling in love is so hard
the touch of your hand tells me u'll catch me whenever i fall...
you say it best when you say nothing at all..
oh by the way i think ive got a new crush..blame it on the bad boy 'hugh grant' looks

Friday, May 06, 2005

physical pharmacy

think ive never studied for a viva as hard as i did for this one..got spreading coefficient and kinetics 1 for the experiments and had a real problem with the readings but it worked out fine in the end ..also for a change felt pretty confident in the viva ..apart from one or two, could answer almost all the questions asked..
came back home had south indian for dinner and checked out 'lucky'..rather liked it salman's always a favourite but even the movie is well made ..great songs (favourite being the adnan sami number..shayad yahi to pyar hai )..great landscapes ..the girl looks her part too of being an innocent schoolgirl n all....

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

second annual practical

had my microbiology practical exam today reached fifteen (...well almost )minutes late and well the synopsis was quite okay as in only one question was asked and i think i did well ...thereafter had my practical exam ,got the gram staining of m/o and i identified mine as coccus ..gram positive the examiner was pretty cute..and the second experiment was agar slant demonstration ..thereafter the viva was a real drag mostly thanks to my turn coming so late ..had to wait for almost two hours or more n in between bouts of hunger(..special mention to 'king khan' who got me 'kurkure' :) anxiety..frantic scurrying around for the questions asked by the external to whoever came out of the 'green room'(!) i think i did okay in the end...oh by the way its ages since i read a book
music playing in my head..where are you ..when i was hurt and helpless.........

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

first annual practical

so it was my first annual practical today and i think it went quite okay ..inorganic chemistry might not really be a piece of cake but then if you study in a subject oriented way you'd sail through it ..next is microbiology tomorow and then they'd last for almost two weeks i think ..
anyways so wats up with me..nothing much really studies studies ..and more studies ..some two days back this guy called me up in the evening round about five i think and he goes like ....im a friend of "niks" and well i got your number from him coz i wanted to know what are the future prospects of pharmacy as a career (..he was asking about his cousin sister who's just passed her boards) so obviously i went on waxing eloquent to how bright an option it is but the funny thing is that before i knew we were talking about quite some personal stuff that finally ended with him asking me if i wouldn't mind staying in touch with him ,..and guess what since then apart from exchanging those occassional casual sms ,..he msged me today wishing me best of luck for the exams prefixed with ....MY DEAR (..!!?) i think im going to give him the cold shoulder for a few days..:)
wat else ..big news ..."K .LAS" is apparently all gooey eyed about this particular girl from management faculty that he wants me to fix him up with(..and well i thought he had the hots for me...heard from hassnain she's quite a looker..)and so now im pretty excited about playing matchmaker..
anyways gotta run now...have to dash for the hostel accomodation form and the deans letter for the upcoming summer training (yipee...! u bet im excited...)see you later